I can only be one person!!!

gaaah i know i've already posted today but jeeeeez G just had a massive go at me! Apparently she doesn't want me being friends with J. Apparently J isn't very nice to me, and J doesn't treat me good, and yet i continue to bum her even after G has told me this. Apparently i'm a different person around J and that she doesnt like how much i drink when i'm with her, how much i do stupid things when i'm with her or how she encourages me to be a slag. Well i'm sorry G but i'm not about to drop one of my closest friends just because you dont like her. I like her. And surely thats what matters more here.

Gosh i was with you when you and B were having problems, i stood by you, i backed you up. I told you i loved you and that i'd always be there for you, and yet now as soon as you and B are all hunky dory again you want nothing to do with me. You say J uses me but look at you! I always try and stick by you through thick and thin, i look out for you, but stop being my mother let me have some freakin fun for once. I mean seriously you are not helping me feel better at all. If you hadn't noticed i am sliding back into the depression that i had at the start of college, but no have you noticed that no you have not!!!! If you weren't so self fucking absorbed then maybe you'd have noticed the fact that i basically haven't eaten this entire week!! Did you even notice i was back to those old ways??? i bet not. So for fuck sake, whilst i'm trying to be everyones friend and make sure i upset no one and you're out there thinking of no one but yourself just stop and think a moment before you start having a go at me will you???